Monday, June 27, 2011

**It's Time to Get Moving..

Bloom to wherever we are planted..

I was walking on my uncle’s farm one day when I came to a place full of weeds. Everywhere I looked where full of weeds and small rocks. But when I walked a little more I saw one beautiful little flower amidst of those weeds. It was so beautiful and it became distinct and amazingly pretty. Even with those weeds and rocky grounds the little flower managed to bloom.


We might have painful experiences in our lives but these should not stop us from giving love and compassion to other people.

We may have plans that have not been what we expected to be but that won’t give us a reason to try again and make a difference.

There are times when we feel choked up with our problems but our life should not stop there. Let us learn to stop wallowing get up and bloom again.

We can’t change the traffic and day-to-day disturbances but it is our choice to still start our day with a smile.

There are times when we get pressured in our work and we are surrounded with lots of reports and people in our office that irritate us. Let us learn to still work with excellence and be significant.

There have been people who won’t believe, abused and misjudge me. Such that it gave me thinking that I am inferior in everything. It is time to look up to them and say I know myself more. I have been going in circles long enough, dwelling long enough on that mountain of despair and false hopes.

 It is time for me to stop sitting down and settling for a life of mediocrity. I have tried many times but now I am determined to change my way of thinking of degrading my own self. I must and should move on, my kids needs me I should not be sitting on one corner and dwelling on those painful experiences in my life.

 Well Sie, it is time to get moving. I MUST give a chance for myself to believe and prove that I am and can be someone..
Thank you quiet angel for making me realize how important I am and how significant I am..I am so blessed to have you..I have been hurt of the few words that you have said because it was indeed can people respect me if I am always looking down on myself..

  I am already tired crying and being lonely..I have been crying for so long and you made me realize that I should give my life a chance to be happy and embrace the joy of living..

 We can’t make everything go on our way. But we can change our attitude. We can choose to be happy and bloom wherever we are planted.Let us all learn to keep a good attitude and learn to blossom and bear fruit to where we are now. 

Thank You My Quiet Angel..this song is for you :)
"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Saturday, June 25, 2011

..Quiet Angels~

Friends are quiet angels
Who lift us to our feet
When our wings have trouble remembering how to fly
They stand by us and give us
the strength to try

 Friends are quiet angels
Who somehow make you see
The light that's in the darkness
before the dawn
All at once the journey’s not so long

But it's the laughter and the fun
Sometimes the feeling that we're one
All the tears we cry together you and I
That will keep us heart to heart
as time goes by

Friends are quiet angels
Who fill your life with grace
Thrilled to share your joy
when a dream comes true

And on this day
I'm blessed 'cause I can say
I've found a quiet angel
You're a special angel
I found a quiet angel in you

"We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other."

Friday, June 24, 2011

`~my friend's real world..

Through our virtual world we meet certain people that we never have imagined to be one of our true friends in real life. I met these two cousins on the Internet.  Gracey became my dearest friend while his cousin Lance became a dear friend of my quiet angel.

I met my friend Gracey in that was July of last year. Gracey and I became friends first on chats, phone and then she came to my house several times. She was always there mostly on all the time when I needed someone.She rushed me to the hospital when I had a heart attack. She was there when I was revived on the hospital bed. She held my hand when I was weak. She is indeed a true friend, which I can only say to a few.

 Now, she is going to a tough time in her life. She had a car accident last month. Then had miscarriage for the second time last week.She is still under recovery. Bianca the wife of her cousin died of heart attack last month. But the most tragic one was last Saturday. Lance was rushed to the hospital and was now paralyzed.

I don’t know Lance personally. I have seen him twice but quiet angel was more close to him. I am sad because the two of them have been let’s say the one’s responsible why there is Sie and quiet angel today. Both of them bridged and opened the path of love for us.

Gracey since you went to Australia I haven’t received any call from you yet. I miss you here Gracey. I miss you so much.Pls. Be strong and get well. You have been a part of my life’s journey and your sadness is mine too.I have few true friends please don't leave me i'll be waiting for your call..

Thank You Lance for being my quiet angel’s big bro. Thank you both for being a part of our love story.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

~~When Life Doesn't make Sense..

 Failure isn’t God’s rejection. Rather it is God’s redirection. Sometimes in takes a painful situation to change our way.

 I have been almost half of my journey in life. Almost all of it I should say was of pains from all types of people around me. Some people have put me down, others made fun of my physical appearance, some people misjudged of who I am, many people have been rude because of my failures,some have abused me and worst of all the persons whom you thought should have been there for you neglected, stepped and looked down on you.

 The truth is we all have imperfections in life and maybe I was not the one who can meet their standards. No matter how hard I try,  sometimes I always fall short of how few people expected me to be. It was really hard for me to blend in to what my parents, friends, relatives and some people of who they expected me to become.

 ..I gave my all..but to some it was never enough..

 But no matter how little I am and least significant to their lives I know and I believe in God’s eyes I am SOMEONE. With the most simple things that I do and have... God will make more out of my life in His time.

I’m convinced that even though people look down on me I know God knows me more perfectly than anyone else. God sees my heart and He knows the Real Me.

 One day, I know I will look back to what I considered to be the worst thing that happened to me. I will smile and realize that God used that time of adversity to refine me, make me stronger, and depend more on Him. 

 I am holding on to my life no matter what because I know things will change. I believe God is preparing me for more good things to come. I know He will..." He is not finish with me yet"...

kindly listen to the song..since I was a child the lyrics have always been my story thank you :)

Love you so much my quiet angel,my kids, papa and mama :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

..Awards from a Good Friend**

  I recently received awards from my blogger friend Balqis. Thank You so much for being not only my blogger friend but also someone who have inspired me to write more and look on life positively. She is one of the persons who have been a part of my journey. 

Sometimes we meet people on our virtual world that inspires and touches our lives in their own simple ways. We may not have met in person but her thoughts and comments made me smile. She is one of the few persons who gave me a reason to continue blogging. I always love going to her site and it is not only to read  her post but it has already been a daily habit for me.

 Love you my good friend Balqis and Thank you so much again :)

this song is for all of you : Thank You for being my friend *blink*
A part of these awards is to say a little something about myself. I have said many things about myself already but ok a little more won’t hurt hehehe..
 As a person I can say I am living on the extremes. I can be the best and the worst person you will meet. This is another side of me. I love people who are honest and true about themselves. People who are sensitive to the needs of others, a good listener and a person with a compassionate heart.

 I don't easily give my heart and trust to anyone.I always mean what I say..when I say it is forever it is forever..when I say it's over then it is over.There are three words that I always value in life- Love, Respect and Trust..

I really hate people who are pretending to be my friend but do otherwise when I'm not  looking. I hate liars, traitors, rude and insensitive people it makes me go Grrrrrrrrrrr..

I love my kids and if someone hurt them forget me because I can hate you and be rude to you for the rest of your life. But if you will love me and my kids I will love you back a hundred fold-guaranteed :) ..I can be the best lover and your best friend yes I can and I will but I can be the worst one if you force me too. 

I don’t usually go for a fight with shouts and bad words or so.. I fight silently doing things that someone would all of those who plan to be with me be careful I could be scary but I don't bite maybe hehehe..

I am a very simple all my ways I am so simple..and if you want me to be a part of your might as well accept me of who I am..being the "Real Me"..
ok passing on the awards to all of my blogger friends..I won't specifically give these awards to someone because I believe everyone of us deserves it and we are BEST in our own ways :) are not obliged to do anything just receiving it would make me smile ok *blink blink*..

Friday, June 17, 2011

**A Special Day..

It is my"Quiet Angel's" Birthday so it would be nice if I will share to you  why do I love him so? Here are some of the reasons why..

I will always be THANKFUL FOR YOUR LOVE.. You have given so much joy to me and to my kids.I always look forward on the time that we will talk on the phone.Every text and call makes my time still.

I had tears in my eyes when you said to me.." I know I have found the right one because I stopped searching". I believe on every I love you ,every song that you sing with your guitar,keyboards and plans you have for our future family.

I love your text every morning and :) … I love it when you let me hear your family’s voice on the phone. 

 When you talk to my kids and let them feel that you are there loving them.When you send pictures of yourself and your family.It made me feel I am Honored,Important and Special in your life.

I love even the times when you ask advices on your problems at work or the medicines you will buy when your sick..when we have jokes, tease and talk each other on the phone even when we have misunderstandings. Sometimes you made me cry but that's a part of every relationship.

  The way you say Love you so much hon with a slow tone before you sleep and the sound of your breath while you are sleeping. I know you are tired from work but I am always thankful for the time you have spent with me :)

No one is perfect and both of us have adjustments to do. You don't have to prove anything because the most important thing is...I Love You because of Who You Are, Being.. The Real You

...No One not even our old past and Nothing not even Distance and Time can stop me from..  LOVING YOU

  Because “You hold the most important part of my life-my HEART and it will always and ONLY beat for you.” I won’t Let Go because I will Always be YOURS :)
You are blessed my quiet have your family and friends loving you..and I am the happiest person because I know You deserve all the love that this world could offer :)

 I know you have received precious gifts on every birthday you is the most simple gift that a woman can give on your birthday..*blink blink*..


..Hapi birthday Dada..from our two angels AND..
..our Triplets to be..dada Big Pop Pops po oh..


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