Tuesday, September 18, 2012

** still here ..


For Love to GROW it needs Distance, Time and Space for BOTH of us to Heal and Learn ;)

I am still in the process of learning .. I know he is getting tired hearing my every cry .. I also don't know how or am I important in his life but still this is who I am and if I can't meet his expectations I don't deserve his love ..

I have always been real and gave my best I just can't pretend to be someone else and I won't change just to let him stay .. if he gives up on me I just want him to know my Love for him won't change ..

♥ 

  I'll wait because I know one day you'll come..I know you will .. I believe on every word that you have said ..

I Trust Him so much and I hope someday all this waiting will be over ;)

  

   



Friday, September 7, 2012

** My Promise ..



True Love is Letting Him Go Not Because You Have Given Him Up..But Because You Realized That Your Own True Joy Is Letting Him Discover His Own Happiness.

Tomorrow is supposed to be our Second Year Anniversary. Beany and I are still talking each night but not romantically anymore. Both of us are friends. Yes, I miss his sweetness, those I love You words before he goes to sleep, the ways on how he takes care of me and my kids. I miss everything but having him as a friend is still a blessing for us.


People come into our lives unexpectedly and some things happen unplanned but each person that comes into our lives..each of them has a purpose and a reason why..For the past weeks I have been crying and until now I can't eat normally but whatever happened I AM STILL GRATEFUL TO BEANY BECAUSE HE HAS GIVEN ME HAPPINESS AND MY KIDS.

Yes, I was hurt and really in pain BUT I'LL NEVER HATE HIM BECAUSE MY KIDS AND I HAVE EXPERIENCED TRUE JOY AND WE HAD THE HAPPIEST MEMORIES WITH HIM.

As each day begins so thus my life begins to see reality. I can't FORCE ANYONE TO LOVE ME BACK AND NO ONE CAN ALSO FORCE ME TO LOVE AGAIN.

All of us are different and even my parents can't say my heart to beat again. Yes, I'll be hurting if one day he says he has found someone new but I am willing to let him go because there are so many girls more deserving than me. Honestly, I have nothing to be proud of..so who am I to force him to stay with me.


Now I know the meaning of TRUE LOVE--it is GIVING..loving someone not because he is giving you back the love and attention you should deserve but still LOVING HIM BECAUSE YOU DO LOVE HIM.

Some say some people were meant to fall in love but were not meant to be together..some say maybe it was not really meant to be..I SAY MAYBE IT WAS NOT YET THE PROPER TIME..FOR NOW I AM GIVING TO GOD OUR RELATIONSHIP..

Let TIME and GOD'S WILL be in control for I know if both persons are destined to be PARTNERS for LIFETIME then IT WILL HAPPEN

This was our theme song before and I AM STILL KEEPING MY PROMISE
MY KIDS AND I LOVES YOU SO MUCH

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