** Silent Whispers ..

My life has always been an OPEN BOOK to everyone. I have ALWAYS BEEN TRUE AND REAL to anyone that comes my way. BUT NOW IT IS TIME TO CLOSE A CHAPTER OF MY LIFE. I have always given my TIME and LOVE to those people who deserves it. I have easily given my TRUST on a relationship even to my new friends but I STILL ended up SEEING THEM JUST COME AND GO!!!

I have always been inspiring other people to go on with their lives and be strong BUT now it is really hard for me to be strong. I CAN'T PRETEND to be someone else. I can't smile while I am hurting. I can't show happiness when I am drowning of sadness. I know LIFE GOES ON but right now my life is like an AUTUMN LEAF JUST FALLEN AND FLOWN BY THE WIND without ANY DIRECTION TO WHERE WILL THE WINDS LEAD IT TO!!!

 

 FOR NOW, I NEED ALSO TO LEARN AND SEARCH MYSELF.

To all my blogger friends I will miss you all. I decided to leave my blogging world for a while. THANK YOU SO MUCH for all of your time and friendship. I won't be around to inspire you all but each and one of you remains to have a special part in my heart.

I have always ask God..Lord I am proud to say I have been a good girl and never abused or hurt anyone but why are these things happening in my life? Why can't ANYONE JUST STAY WITH ME FOREVER? The Answer: Because MAYBE I have always been SOOOOOOOOO OPEN to people and trusted people easily. I have to say GOODBYE for now friends. My mind is so confused and I really don't know what to do. 

 

WHY IS EVERYONE EVEN GOD TESTING ME OF HOW FAR I CAN GO?

 

Right now the only one that I could trust and 

HAVE is MYSELF AND

 SILENCE. 

From now on I don't want to let anyone ANYMORE be hurt or be stressed because of the pains and problems I am going through and I won't OPEN MY LIFE to anyone anymore!!!

** On My Way Home ..

Why are humans designed to be young and beautiful and then become weak and old as time goes by? I think God has planned the strength and beauty of youth to be only physical. We gradually lose the strength and beauty that is temporary so we can focus more on the strength and beauty that is forever. To leave temporarily the physical part of us and be truly seeking for our eternal home.

Each of us may have celebrated our birthdays and we can't stop time but we all can learn to appreciate each day that God has given us. I will have my own time of facing my Creator and my physical beauty will soon fade BUT I AM GRATEFUL because I KNOW I had a CHANCE TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL LOVED, IMPORTANT AND SPECIAL.

My heart pains are getting stronger again but I chose to fight with it alone and silently .. But  I AM STILL HAPPY because with this sickness and with every second of my life I learned NOT TO FOCUS ON MY OWN HAPPINESS .. I AM JUST HAPPY because I KNOW when I will leave this earthly home I HAVE NO REGRETS .. I HAVE GIVEN ALL MY LOVE AND I HAVE MADE SOMEONE HAPPY .. WITH THIS I HAVE SERVED MY PURPOSE IN MY LIFE.

We are all ANGELS in one's life .. May we NEVER GIVE UP caring and loving. TIME may not be in our hands BUT we can choose HOW to use it while we are still here.

 Lord, I'll be forever grateful for this life that you have given me. It has been a hard journey but I am thankful because you have given me a chance to share the love you have blessed me with. Thank you for my kids, for my hon , my parents and my friends.

 

 

 To You I surrender everything because I believe in my heart you allow things to happen because it is how it should be. I have so many wishes in life but I am tired forcing it to come my way..from now on Lord I'll just "let it be" and let days just pass me by. I'll stop expecting and just be happy on each new day you have given. 

To all of my friends : Thank You for your mails and prayers. I won't be writing as often as before..I need to rest.. but I'll still be here..I'll be visiting  your sites and reading you every now and then. Thank You for being a part of my Life's Journey ;)

** A Simple Gift **

I  know my love for you is not in vain

This tears will soon fall because of what I gain

I have no fears because I won't face life alone

With you I am no longer on my own.

Though I had walked a path of pain and strife

I still smile and feel blessed beyond compare

You and my kids are God's gift in my life

For you're my cherished treasures so rare.

I may not be the right girl you once planned

I may not be as young as those you once had

But what I can be proud offering to you

Is my purest love and to be forever true.

So many times you would always hear me cry

Often times you have witnessed my weakness

But those tears and fears brings out messages

Of me being afraid of losing you.

Twenty one months of longing for your presence
Seconds of wishful hopes for your embrace

My love for you still remains so strong
My promise of true love still lingers on.

If one day you find time and decide to come

My kids and I will be welcoming you

to Our "New Home".

Happy Birthday Hon .. We Love You ;)

✿Sie✿

From: Princess ___

From: Baby Prince ___

- he says he is sponge bob hehehe..he is only 3 but look *clap claps* -

- Dada means father *blink* -

Kindly Listen Hon..this is for you ;)

For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt All wrapped up in that hurt For every glass I saw, I saw half empty Now it overflows like a river through my soul From every doubt I had, I'm finally free I truly believe God gave me you to show me what's real There's more to life than just how I feel And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes And all that I live for though I didn't know why Now I do, 'cause God gave me you ;)

♥We are holding on to your promise..we love you so much..we will always be here waiting for you♥ ☺We don't know where the future may lead us but ..Whatever happens Hon ..THANK YOU.. for everything, for Giving me and my kids a chance to be happy and to be a part of your life .. we are blessed because God has given us pure joy through YOU .. of all the ups and downs that we have been through I have no regrets making you as one of the most important person in my life .. I love You so much Hon☺

♫ HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♫

**Dana's Photo Inspiration..

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  TRUE LOVE must be an Anchor in a Stormy Sea that will Hold On Tight and NEVER LET GO..even if TIME and DISTANCE brings CHANGE in each others lives.

Join us every Wednesday on Dana's Photo Inspiration 

@Pure

..Crossroads**

There are times in life

When just being Brave is

All we need to be

We may not always know

What to do next

Or How to get there

But if we just Stay Strong

Trust in our Faith

Make the Very Best Choices

We Possibly Can

A few things May Not go as Planned

But if We are Determined to Go On

Almost Everything Will

Work Out Right

** A Way of Life ..

Somewhere and Sometimes in our life

We Fail

We get Hurt

We get Lost

We Cry

But those Sometimes are the Reasons Why We

Start All Over

Learn to Mend our Wounds

Learn to Ask Directions

Stand Up Again

Hold On and

Move On

Everything that happens in our lives has a Reason

Every Happening Leads to Another

Let us All Learn

From each Mistake

  Celebrate Every Triumph

Treasure Each Moment

Don't Look Back

Live Again

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-In His Divine Light*

Gratefully praising with Grace expressing daily to God our heartfelt thanks Gives Him glory

Rejected by people yet Recaptured in His arms, Rejoicing for His real love Replaced each worry

Agonized tears hastily fall As we humbly kneel Asking silently for courage And a stronger soul

Then testing our faith on The heavy trials we go Through, with Him we saw That we are whole

 Infinite love always glows In every mistakes we Intend to do, in  His sight  In Him we're forgiven 

The endless blessings That daily come to us Turns into dewdrops falling from The jewels of heaven

Unquestioned trust on Useless doubts we had, Understanding our weaknesses Under His plans

Darkness  ended  and  Despair ceased with His Divine light that dispelled and Defeated our fear

Every second in our lives Each is precious to Him, Everything because of His Endless love so dear

Poem form: Four line Acrostic

In His Divine Light I am HOME 

With Him I have Found what I have been Searching
I am Back in His Arms
In Him  I am made Whole
 

** Life's Handbook ..

Personality:

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

2. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment

3. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

6. Dream more while you are awake.

7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..

8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

9. Life is too short to waste time so love now

10. Make an effort to feel someone special because you'll never know what happens the next day

11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.

Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class

but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

 Life:

13. Do the right thing!

14. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful..

15. God heals everything.

16. No matter how bad a situation is, it will pass and change.

17. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

18. The best is yet to come.

19. When you wake up in the morning, thank God for it.

20. Your job can't take care of you when you are sick but your love ones can..so spend more time with them.

I'm Back weeeeeeeeeee ;)

*Life and Time*

Life is like a river flowing each day  
It can't go back to where in once was

Until time makes each moment pass

So let us live as if this day

Is going to be our last

If you have to buy time, would there be any difference in the way you would spend it? Would you use the minutes and hours and days of your life more wisely?

We can’t possess every minute and hours in our lives. It is given to us freely. But that doesn’t excuse us from using it carefully and wisely. In every minute of our lives we should learn to take advantage of the opportunities that time provides for us to love and enjoy life.

This does mean we should not be working every single moment and every minute of our lives. It’s necessary to take a break, give yourself time to relax and smile and appreciate even the smallest blessings that we have received.

We can use our time wisely when we learn to combine "appropriate STOPS" with "proper STEPS". Time is so precious; let us learn to handle it with care."Let us learn to love now and do our very best to love while there is still time."- Life is so short, now is the right time to share love with those people whom we love-." Let us start and not wait because one day we might wake up missing them. Don't be late ♥



P.S. to all of my friends I have visited all of your sites and I always leave a comment after reading each post..but lately I noticed some of my comments are disappearing after a few hours..kindly check it on your spam box maybe it went there and I don't know why..this has been happening lately and on my case maybe the last one was the 30th time or more grrrrrrrr..I am not a spammer wahhhhhhhhh..blogger fix it!!!

**Pushing my limits..~Rhyming Bow Poem~

 The

Strong

Wind blows

With sorrows

Dark tomorrows

Suddenly time slows

Her weak tear shows

Fears strength flows

Pierced  bows

Grows

✿ Inside ✿

But COURAGE

✿ Beside ✿

 Her

Soul lives

And  believes

Pains can deceive

If her mind conceive

Faith  in  His  name

Redeemed shame
 Hopes flame

Through

Her

✿Sie✿

This Poem is for Inspirational Purposes Only

Hello dear friends..last week Princess Fiona @ The Princess Passions gave us an Ultimate Challenge..she created her own form of poetry - Acronet™ -. Kindly visit her site for a CLEAR EXAMPLE OF THIS CHALLENGE .

I was one of her students who participated on every challenges that she has for us. But this time her challenge was not to do her Acronet. Her instruction was to do our own form of poetry and not to join two forms of poetry together. I was into joining also two forms but my Hon Beany and Ms.Fiona encouraged me to do a unique one. I was hesitant at first but I did tried my best hihihi..

So friends here's my first attempt to do my own form of poetry..I'll be naming it 

Rhyming Bow Poem™ -..in this form the poem should be Formed Like a Bow And each lines should Rhyme And the chosen topic in Bold letters written at the middle part..in my poem the word is COURAGE. 

The syllable counts per line are: 1,1,2,3,4,5,4,3,2,1,~2,3,2~1,2,3,4,5,4,3,2,1,1

This is my little contribution to your ultimate challenge Princess Fiona and thank you so much to you and Beany for always encouraging me to leave a mark, be unique and be a person with excellence and integrity.As what Princess Fiona said "Art is an exhibition to inspire imagination beyond the realm of replication". I hope you all enjoyed hihihi ;)

BUT Before I go I would like to invite you all my dear friends to kindly visit my hon's site..he has written his poem for me..it is his gift for our 17th monthsary..I'll be more than glad if you'll visit him and leave a comment..here is his site @Beanizer's Instincts.. Thank you soooooooooo much ;)

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and google search 

..Captivated Moments**

Sitting  calmly, patiently  waiting 

My tears descending, expecting

Unaware  small drops  of rain

Pours on my window pane

Sincerely ★ swearing

Looking from far

Whispering

Missing

Him

 The

Rain ceased

Soothed silence

Covered  the  place

A heart found it's way

I  felt  your  LOVE  inside

Burning  with  desire  to  stay

Thanking I'm blessed,  remembering

Those wishful vows said, cherished moments

   ♥Sie♥~

Written for: Quiet Angel Beany

@Beanizer's Instincts

Special Thanks to:

Princess Fiona @ The Princess Passions

Nonet Poem (hour glass) following with syllable   

counts per line of: 9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9

♥I'll be waiting for You..If You'll come here..You'll Find Me♥

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real ~~by Rania~~

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