**My heart's journey..

Once on my life's long journey

I was raised with all of my life planned

A tool to be perfect was always on my hand

Grasping every learning chart that come

Following what they want me to become.

Transforming me to be a river flowing clean

Bringing forth a perfect daughter to be seen

Everything that I did by myself was wrong

They made me believe it was for me to be strong.

Growing up with my soul on a dusty shelf

Looking down so small on myself

Waiting for my happiness giving stream

To quench my thirst of my life reviving dream.

Now as I turn my life pages

I saw what I lost in ages

Clouded with dark tomorrow's fears

Endless pouring down of my weakening tears.

Once I stumbled on my wishful dream

But my hope for love never failed to beam

I thought darkness took my chance

But he came in an unexpected glance.

Though I was imperfect and torn in his eyes

But still he loved me and listened to my cries

He melted my soul full of frozen fears

Locked my heart with his love for years.

Though all was unplanned in my kingdom

Through imperfections I had my freedom

I had failures on my hurtful dark past

But still I believe for destined love to last.

I have also my dreams to love forevermore

To build a home with him on a happy shore

Never to see again a painful cloud in our sky

No more shadows and tears to dim my eye.

                                                                ✿Sie✿

 

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..Tagged-Clai-*

I was tagged by one of my younger sis in blogging and since she is so close to me I couldn't escape to answer her tag questions and expose more secrets about my real self..But before doing this I would like to introduce to you Clai ~ this is her site~..she is also a Filipina like me and she has been one of my closest friends..the best quality that I like about her..she is so honest and fearless in sharing her inner views on love and life..a typical simple girl experiencing her ups and downs in life through her road of maturity. She has always treated me as her Ate (older sister) and listened to my advices..I hope those are right advices huhuhu..so Clai here are my answers to your tag questions ;)

• How did you survived High School?

~ High school is one of the toughest times of my life. It was the time when all that I did was very well guarded by my parents. I was not allowed to wear my own clothes because my Mom would choose and I would wake up with my clothes hanging on my closet. I was not allowed to have friends. It was the time I was bullied in our school because I was so thin and pale. I even experienced some girls spitting on me while I was walking on our corridor and I was studying in an exclusive school so I never expected to be treated that way. How did I survived? Maybe because I never gave up on my dreams. Even if my classmates laughed and mocked me I never made it a hindrance to whom I wanted to be and just focused on my studies.

• What and where is your ideal date?
  
  ~ My ideal date..just walking with my husband to be on a beach..singing songs together from sunrise till we see those stars twinkling at night is a romantic date for me..anywhere would do as long as I'm with him all my days would be perfect.

• Do you prefer a surprise wedding proposal? Why?

• ~ It will be more exciting to receive a surprise wedding proposal..any woman wants it for sure *blink*

 

• What is your favorite channel? Why?
  

~ I always love to watch Discovery channel since I was a kid..I am always into Science and I love reading National Geographics books while I am inside my father's office before.

• What do you think about long distance relationship?

~ I am in a long distance relationship right now..honestly it is a bit hard because you have a limited chance to be with the person you love but distance can't stop two loving hearts that are destined to be together. Some say there are few chances for a long distance relationship to last but for me who is in it now I could say it will always depend on those persons building a relationship. As long as love and trust is there, a long distance relationship can lead to forever.

• What was your greatest achievement so far?

~ I had the best career before but now I can say being a mother of my two cute kids is my greatest achievement.

• What do you think about interracial marriage?

~ I have a friend who is in this type of marriage and I could say it is a bit hard because both should understand and adjust to each other's cultures, introducing their own ideas and customs. However, race for me has never been a question to someone who loves.

• What do you think are the causes of infidelity? 

~ I think each individual has their own personal reasons..but the way I see it..because they don't love the person whom they are with..but then again I am also human and I never judged anybody ;)

• Do you think the world will end this year 2012?

~ No, the world won't end this year..and wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..no no no..many people have predicted that this year our world would end but I am not really focusing on it..I have heart failures and I can go anytime so the best thing I can do now is to focus and cherish each day that I have with my love ones.

• What is love?

~ My own definition of love is when..someone learned to accept who you are including your past and imperfections..it is loving without any conditions of receiving same love in return..just holding on and waiting because you know his promises won't be broken..just letting go of those expectations and holding on to the love that you have promised because I love him so ;)

I have done my assignment sis Clai..Thank you for reading ;)

I just finished my daughter's reviewer for her exam so..I'll sleep now hihihi ;)

Let us all have a Happy Sunday everyone *hugs* ;)

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a fibonacci Sonnet following

with Syllable counts per line of:

1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,13,8,5,3,2,1,1

Each of us go through different stages in our lives. We go through hardships and situations that made us ask God why? Why do they have a complete and perfect family? Why do I have to go through so much pain in my life? Why have life been so unfair? So many questions but it ends up in questioning discovering life as a whole.

“God is not finish with us yet.” Often times there are trials that are so hard to carry. But I do believe in my heart that in everything God has a reason.

The journey of life for me and for some of us may not be that easy. But I know it only allows us to be transformed inside. He is only making us strong and letting us see things in a more positive way that life is good regardless of what we are all going through. When people causes us pain it is just one way of exposing us to the true colors of people around us. For sometimes we need pain to expose the real strength that we really have.

One Day I can see God pouring his love and miracle to my life and to each and one of us. In all those trials it will bring out a New and Better “you”. He will give the desires of our heart. It will make us learn to accept a profound truth that "God loves us just the way we are…and that each of us are indeed special.” He has greater plans, it only takes patience to wait for His perfect time.

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