** On My Way Home ..

Why are humans designed to be young and beautiful and then become weak and old as time goes by? I think God has planned the strength and beauty of youth to be only physical. We gradually lose the strength and beauty that is temporary so we can focus more on the strength and beauty that is forever. To leave temporarily the physical part of us and be truly seeking for our eternal home.

Each of us may have celebrated our birthdays and we can't stop time but we all can learn to appreciate each day that God has given us. I will have my own time of facing my Creator and my physical beauty will soon fade BUT I AM GRATEFUL because I KNOW I had a CHANCE TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL LOVED, IMPORTANT AND SPECIAL.

My heart pains are getting stronger again but I chose to fight with it alone and silently .. But  I AM STILL HAPPY because with this sickness and with every second of my life I learned NOT TO FOCUS ON MY OWN HAPPINESS .. I AM JUST HAPPY because I KNOW when I will leave this earthly home I HAVE NO REGRETS .. I HAVE GIVEN ALL MY LOVE AND I HAVE MADE SOMEONE HAPPY .. WITH THIS I HAVE SERVED MY PURPOSE IN MY LIFE.

We are all ANGELS in one's life .. May we NEVER GIVE UP caring and loving. TIME may not be in our hands BUT we can choose HOW to use it while we are still here.

 Lord, I'll be forever grateful for this life that you have given me. It has been a hard journey but I am thankful because you have given me a chance to share the love you have blessed me with. Thank you for my kids, for my hon , my parents and my friends.

 

 

 To You I surrender everything because I believe in my heart you allow things to happen because it is how it should be. I have so many wishes in life but I am tired forcing it to come my way..from now on Lord I'll just "let it be" and let days just pass me by. I'll stop expecting and just be happy on each new day you have given. 

To all of my friends : Thank You for your mails and prayers. I won't be writing as often as before..I need to rest.. but I'll still be here..I'll be visiting  your sites and reading you every now and then. Thank You for being a part of my Life's Journey ;)

** A Simple Gift **

I  know my love for you is not in vain

This tears will soon fall because of what I gain

I have no fears because I won't face life alone

With you I am no longer on my own.

Though I had walked a path of pain and strife

I still smile and feel blessed beyond compare

You and my kids are God's gift in my life

For you're my cherished treasures so rare.

I may not be the right girl you once planned

I may not be as young as those you once had

But what I can be proud offering to you

Is my purest love and to be forever true.

So many times you would always hear me cry

Often times you have witnessed my weakness

But those tears and fears brings out messages

Of me being afraid of losing you.

Twenty one months of longing for your presence
Seconds of wishful hopes for your embrace

My love for you still remains so strong
My promise of true love still lingers on.

If one day you find time and decide to come

My kids and I will be welcoming you

to Our "New Home".

Happy Birthday Hon .. We Love You ;)

✿Sie✿

From: Princess ___

From: Baby Prince ___

- he says he is sponge bob hehehe..he is only 3 but look *clap claps* -

- Dada means father *blink* -

Kindly Listen Hon..this is for you ;)

For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt All wrapped up in that hurt For every glass I saw, I saw half empty Now it overflows like a river through my soul From every doubt I had, I'm finally free I truly believe God gave me you to show me what's real There's more to life than just how I feel And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes And all that I live for though I didn't know why Now I do, 'cause God gave me you ;)

♥We are holding on to your promise..we love you so much..we will always be here waiting for you♥ ☺We don't know where the future may lead us but ..Whatever happens Hon ..THANK YOU.. for everything, for Giving me and my kids a chance to be happy and to be a part of your life .. we are blessed because God has given us pure joy through YOU .. of all the ups and downs that we have been through I have no regrets making you as one of the most important person in my life .. I love You so much Hon☺

♫ HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♫

** Monday Gratitude - Marie Harmony .. life with my kids ~

Being a single Mom of two kids is never easy. Some may say being inside the house and taking care of kids is the easiest job a woman can get. Think again !!! I have experienced several people saying to me oh you are only taking care of your kids while me I have good career and I earn much. I just can't understand why do people look down on Moms staying at home. On my own experience I say being a Mom is the most challenging work any woman could have!!!

I am living only with my two kids in our home so I experienced being sick and waking up some nights on the floor because I fainted and had a slight heart attack again but I can't do anything but to stand up on my own and wake up the next morning cooking breakfast for my kids. I can't be weak because my kids needs me.

There are times when I am having my own problems in life and I cry and I needed someone to hug me at night or just hold my hand and let me feel that everything will be ok. But I need to set aside my own fears and dry my tears alone and learn to comfort myself because my kids are there needing for a strong Mom with a smile on her face each day.

It is not easy being a Mom and now a single Mom..but I am Grateful because I see my kids being raised the right way. My kids are so lovable, kind and caring. Seeing them each day growing and learning with them gives each moment pure joy. With them I learned to accept each day as a step by step process.

Through their eyes I saw HOPE of having a complete and happy family in the future. Through their unconditional love I learned to love back without expecting too much in return..just giving your purest and deepest love without any conditions. I have enjoyed my career before but nothing can replace my work of being a Mom.

I am so grateful because God gave me a chance to be a Mother, my kids are my biggest and greatest fulfillment in life.. I am Proud being a Single Mom!!!

Join Us every Monday with Marie Harmony's

 "Monday Gratitude - Open Your Heart To Love"
-- Diary Of A Heart In Transit --

Let Us all Start Our Week Right by giving Thanks and being Grateful

 Have a Blessed Monday Everyone ;)

..Seasons Of Love*

Spring flowers bloom each day

With free seeds of joy that say

True love made us stay

Autumn leaves may fall

Though temptations vainly call

Nothing shall enthrall

Through the frozen green

In my life's cold winter scene

Your pure love is seen

Then the sun did shine

With your all sufficient vine

My heart's strength divine

Seasons don't agree

Changes all around I see

But still you're with me

Morning, night or noon

I'll wait under the moon

To be with you soon

✿Sie✿