Wednesday, November 9, 2011

~Through the eyes of a daughter..


Dear Papa,

I am always lost of words when I always hear you say. I miss my daughter when will you go home.

You have always made me feel so special even when I was still your young girl. I remembered when we both sing our favorite songs and dance. When you have kept my secrets from Mama so she won’t get mad. You use to carry me and cuddle me every time you came home from work. We always do the dirty jobs inside the house. Painting the vacant rooms before our boarders sets in, gardening and doing the carpentry jobs together while laughing. I have always loved your smile Papa. You have never made me cry. I have always felt love from you. You have always been there for me even through the bad times.


You have always made me smile when you say I am your most beautiful child because I am your only child hahaha..Since elementary until college we had our lunch together and those where the precious times I will always cherish. You have been so kind to me and to other people. You have been a perfect model of a gentleman. I never saw you made Mama cry. I am still amazed on how you have raised me and held on to your love for your family.

You have always said to me that you have already finished the home you have made for us. I wanted to go home Papa but I can’t. I need some time to be alone with my kids. I am doing this because I wanted also to prove to myself that whatever pains I have been through I will survive. It is so hard being a single Mom but Papa I need to be alone to be stronger. I need to learn to fight for my kids. I need this to put my self-worth back.


One day Papa I’ll go home and I want you to see a New  Me. Your young girl who have turned to be a stronger woman. One day Papa you will be proud of me again. I will always be your sweet young girl. Thank you for your love. I am so blessed having you as My Father.

I love you Papa I miss you so much




 

48 comments:

  1. This is so beautiful Sie, you can't imagine how emotional this post was for me. Thanks, I love the way you put so much affection in your words.

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  2. @Andreea-*hugs*..you have just felt my true emotions sis..I was crying while writing my letter for my papa..thank you I really appreciate it ;)

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  3. aweeee so cute ..Tears in my eyes..

    I love you papa.

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  4. T_T wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
    i miss my dad tooo....

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  5. @Izdiher-thank you sis for visiting me always..*hugs*have a nice day ;)

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  6. @Clai-yes Clai..we are blessed to have them..mwahhh..stay happy and in-love ha *blink*

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  7. hi sie, it is important we be near our parents, for when they are gone , we can never turn back...

    in your case, do keep in touch by phone calls, it means the world to your pa, believe me.
    happy to note that you came from a happy family.

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  8. Good morning Sie. Nice post you have here. It makes me think of my dad too. Anyway Sie, I believe no matter what happen to you in the past or who you become today, stronger or not...he is always proud of you and love you.

    Have a nice day. :)

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  9. Touching post my sis, almost cry here nah...:( Miss my tatay..:( Love you po..

    Thanks sis for this wonderful and touching post you did:) Thumbs and toes up for you!:)

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  10. Truly wonderful. I feel blessed to have a loving father too. I thought it was father's day already.hehe,Anyway, I hope you'll be able to go home and see your father again ate. *hugsss*

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  11. @cooking varieties-yes Wan my parents and I talk and send messages everyday..what I miss is to see the smiles of my papa and the ways how he makes me feel his little girl..

    sad to say I didn't come from a happy family Wan..with my papa yes but I was abused physically by my Mom and locked in a small room often times..that's the main reason why I became more close to my Papa..but my papa was so kind and he just remained silent when my Mom does those things to me..

    thank you Wan for visiting me and for being a friend *hugs* :)

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  12. @Christine-good morning Christine..I had tears in my eyes while reading your comment..thank you for your kind words..I have been looked up before when I had a great career by my relatives and my parents have been so proud of me..but when I stopped my work because I had miscarriage and now..annulment, being a single Mom..I just wanted to prove to my parents Christine that one day I'll come back in their arms who they wanted me to be..

    I don't want to FAIL them again..thank you Christine *hugs* ;)

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  13. @Sagittarrian-thank you ate Rosalinda..I really miss my papa po..the last time they visited me kasi was the last week of July..they have not visited me on my birthday huhuhu..and when he called the other day I felt Papa's voice..he askes me to go home..but I couldn't pa ateh..I have to FIX myself for my kids..thank you ate po *hugs* :)

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  14. @ChaCha-they will come here sissy..Christmas vacation sila dito..but what my Papa was asking was to stay there permanently because I am their only child..I don't want to go back there sis for the meantime..I wanted to fix my life first..I don't want to go back there and be dependent on them..I have my kids and it is my responsibility in raising them..thank you for visiting sissy *hugs hugs* :)

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  15. oww!! Ate Sie so touchy!! I so love my dad as well. I share the same feelings with you!!! I am indeed a daddy's girl, even from the start until now that I am married!!!

    >> cheers!!

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  16. Papa, want some choco lollies? *blink blink*
    oh! i know you're full, i better keep it then *wide grin*

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  17. A very touching post. The person in our lives who carries the title "father" means the whole world to us. So beautifully written showing your fondness and love towards your father.

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  18. @FerryJhoi-I'll always be my papa's girl Ferry..I am so blessed to have him talaga..thank you for visiting ;)

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  19. @Beany-hahaha..you better give those lollies to Mama..*blink blink* :0

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  20. @Balqis-yes Balqis he has shown the perfect characteristics of a father and a husband..thank you for reading..I'll visit your site later ;)

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  21. WoW ~ This is such a *moving* post, dear Ms. Sie! You touch my heart with every single thing you share and you always introduce me to the most beautiful songs I've never heard before! Gorgeous song and video!

    I agree with Ms. Christine *smiles* ~ even though we make choices in our lives that may disappoint our parents, it never changes the love they have and will ALWAYS have for us ♥

    I hope you can go and visit your parents soon to show them just how much stronger you have become ... there are times in our lives when we must do things on our own and I can really relate to this. Standing on our own two feet truly does give us the self-worth we are searching for :)

    Much love and hugs to you, ♥ Ms.Sie ♥ Hope you're having a day that is as *beautiful* as YOU, sweetest lady! *a million hugs* ~ that's a lot he he!

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  22. Such amazing words and so touching but I am so happy to hear on your sharing with your dad.

    Though I never such great relationship with my dad but I have learned to forgive and take care of him now that I am older and more matured.

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  23. That's a beautiful post Sie. Fathers are so special.

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  24. This brings tears to my eyes Sie, it is so beautiful, just beautiful. It's such a special bond, a precious one.
    I miss my dad too. When I was young I was always with him, he was my hero, always nice and sweet. We were inseparable.
    He's been there for my mum all the time too, through depression and sickness. But something happen I don't know what and it's not the same anymore. We love each other but when I heard him cry not so long ago because I had decided to get married, it broke my heart. I felt I was the stronger of the 2. And you're right I need to be on my own to show them I can survive everything. One day it will be time to go home and I know he will be there, his arms wide open and I hope maybe we will be able to talk to each other like before.
    Thank you Sie for this beautiful message of love. It is very special to me. Sweet dreams my dear friend. xxx

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  25. @Lady Fiona-thank you so much Ms.Fiona..I love music so I always include one..yes Ms.Fiona they will be coming here this December but only for 3 days..My healing process will take some time but one day I will be going back home..I just miss his smiles Ms.Fiona I am a papa's girl..though I had bitterness towards my Mom I am so blessed that God gave me such a kind father like him..thank you Ms.Fiona for always leaving encouraging words..*hugs hugs* mwahhh ;)

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  26. @Nava K.-so sweet Ms.Nava *hugs*..with those simple words I know you have a kind and loving heart..thank you so much for visiting Ms.Nava ;)

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  27. @Suzy-yes they are..I am so blessed to have a father like him..thank you for your visit Ms.Suzy ;)

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  28. @Marie Harmony-we have really lots in common sis Marie..your right time will come when we will go home to our father and feel their warm embrace again..I have always been his baby girl even though my toughest times and failures in life his love has always been there..he was always saying my pains are his pains..but I have to stay here..I have to fix myself for my kids I can't go home yet..not now..but I will soon..it is hard being alone here with my kids.

    Specially when I am sick no one is there to look after me..but I have to be strong..I don't want to go back looking like a failure..time will come I'll go back to where I should be..

    Thank you Marie for sharing..love you sis ;)

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  29. hey sie <3
    aw, this is a sweet post. =)

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  30. @BlackPearl-hello sis Dana..thank you so much for visiting me ;)

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  31. though my dad and mom lives only a subdivision away from me, i still miss both of them daily, so i keep on calling them on a daily basis too hehe, we pass by them on weekends and bring pasalubong too

    Sie my email add is joy@notepadcorner.com i'll be waiting for your pics ha, include your kids too pls. :)

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  32. hi Sie, many thanks for your visit.. i love to read this post about your great love for your papa..you are such a great daughter.

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  33. Owwhhh!!! I love it when you say
    " you to see a New Me. Your young girl who have turned to be a stronger woman "

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  34. @Joy Flair- my parents are 7 hours away from our place Ms.Joy.I have heart failures po so they don't want mo to travel alone with my kids. Good for you po..hahaha..ok po ms.Joy ;)

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  35. @cooking varieties-hello Wan..oh ok yes I'll go and visit her..no need for her to visit me back..I'll also follow her for you..thank you Wan :)..I love to cook right so I'll definitely visit her..*hugs* ;)

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  36. @cindyrina-that's the best thing I can do for my kids, myself and for them Cindy..thank you for visiting..I'll visit you back ;)

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  37. love visiting here..i love my father damn much..

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  38. @Marjan-hello Marjan..welcome to my site..I love my father too..thank you so much for visiting ;)

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  39. Sie - This is so very touching and obviously deeply heartfelt!! The song you chose to go with your post couldn't have been more appropriate either. You are an excellent blogger!!! :)

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  40. @Louise-hello Ms.Louise *hugs*..yes I love the song..every word touched my heart..thank you so much for visiting me again Ms.Louise ;)

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  41. awwww.....lovely post again Sie...makes me realized if i am a good daughter or what. visiting...:-)

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  42. @Genny-ofcourse you are Genny..in our own simple ways we can show our love to our fathers..thank you for visiting ;)

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  43. That's so sweet, Sie! It's good that your relationship with your father is strong. That will certainly help keep you going. I hope all's well with you :)

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  44. @sunny-thank you Sunny and welcome to my site ;)..I'll visit you back ;)

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  45. @Pepperific Life-hello Peps..yes I am so blessed with my father sis..busy Mom sis it is the exam week of my eldest hay ;)..thank you for visiting :0

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  46. How are you today sis? I wish you a lovely November day!

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  47. @Andreea-I'm ok sis..a bit busy..it is my daughter's exam week so I have no time to do my post..I have to finish the reviewer of my kid first ;)..thank you for visiting sis ;)

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