Thursday, January 27, 2011

A Mother's Wish

I was not feeling well last night but I was happy. My 6 years old daughter just went near me and asked if I was ok. Then she went downstairs and when she went up she gave me a piece of paper. She wrote I love you three times and she draw me, she said this is my Mom the most wonderful mom in the whole world. Then she said I love you very much. My youngest 3 years old boy would kiss my heart every time it was in pain. When they were sleeping I just can’t help but have tears in my eyes.

Thanking Him giving them to me.My babies have grown up so fast.I never expected them to be so sweet regardless of what we have been through. My kids are one of those where I get my strength. I was just smiling knowing that when they grow up I am confident that they would say they felt loved when they were kids.

As a mom I am doing everything even having videos dancing with them which my daughter loves and this have become our bonding moments.I would do anything just to make my kids happy. Children are a blessing from God and as a mother He has not only given us a responsibility to take care of them but also having a heart to love them unconditionally.

If I can just have one wish to be with my kids forever.Even being their guardian angel just to make sure that they are safe.I would trade anything and give my everything to them.My kids and my "quiet angel" have been my inner strength.With them I am not afraid to face tomorrow because I know I will be winning battles as long as they are with me.I love the three of them so much and no one and nothing can change that :)  

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Last night I slipped while I was going down the stairs and bumped my head on the wall.I never felt the physical pain what I felt I was crying thinking about my kids and someone so dear in my life that I love so much.I  was revived many times of my recent heart attack and I came back for them.Now another moment of my life on time table again.

There have been so many questions in my mind now why are this things happening? I just felt that life is so short that I can go any moment.All of us life is just temporary and one day life can just be like dust blown away in the wind.

So while there is still time let us not be afraid and ashamed of doing things just to show someone how much we love them.Let us all be thankful for every little thing that comes into our lives. “Let us love now because tomorrow may never come.”

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch them sleeping
They lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would they ever doubt the way I feel
About them in my heart.

If tomorrow never comes

Will he know how much I loved him
Did I try in every way to show him every day
That he's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And he must face the world without me
Is the love I gave him in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

To Beany: About last night I have said something I am sorry and I will never do it again…please believe me I never have said it on purpose and it was unintentional.I am sorry Beany…please forgive me...

To All of my readers,friends and to all whom I love this song is for you...please Listen :) 

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Your Love Is The Greatest Gift Of All

Love, Love, and lots of love. However, how do you really define true love? In the bible, it says, “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects always trusts, always hopes, and always preserves.”1 Corinthians 13:4-7.

But how can you define true love when you are hurting, stressed, bored, and sick or your partner is about to die?

There is a real true to life story of a couple here in our country. The couple has been married for three years. Rodel is a very good and caring husband. He has been excellent in providing the financial needs of his family. While Elena was an accountant and has been a loving and most caring wife as she could be. They were blessed with a two-year-old son named Matthew. The family was indeed very happy and near to having a perfect family. After a year, Elena became pregnant again. Everyone was so happy to welcome another child to be a part of his or her loving family. All was preparing for his birth.

When baby Joshua came, it was the same time that Elena was paralyzed. When she gave birth there have been an over dosage of the anesthesia that was given to her. She was paralyzed totally and for the rest of her life she would be on a wheel chair. Depression sets in and questions cannot stop to come. They are indeed a perfect family before, happy and contented until this trial came. Rodel could not imagine seeing Elena on the wheel chair. The sweet and jolly wife that was always there to greet her with a smile. Now Elena could just stare at him and can’t talk. Rodel would always cry on the knees of his wife and embrace her. Elena can just cry and cannot even utter a word.

Rodel and Elena until now are still happy and accepted the trial in there life. Rodel decided to stay and take care of Elena for a lifetime. In times, that Elena needed him he has always been there for her, giving his love,time and care just to make her happy because of true love.

For me, love can be found and felt in different ways but true love is rare and should be treasured. True love takes time; it is not felt overtime in a day. It is true love when you learn to love unconditionally without expecting it in return.

My friends always say "Sie when you love don’t give your all". But this is me the true me. When my TRUE love comes I can do anything and give everything because of love. When I give my heart to someone it means I gave my everything.

Sometimes even it is so hard to do something for someone I love I just close my eyes and do it no matter what the situation is, call me crazy but it is true *covering eyes*. I give my very best and if it fails it will really hurt but at the end of my life I could say I have given my best, my everything and I won’t have regrets doing it.

Just listen to this song please…I just love this song so much :) dedicated to _______*blink blink*

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Thank You So Much

I just arrived yesterday from an important trip. When I was away and riding a bus going home I was just silent and was looking on every person passing by. I was thinking on the life that God has given to each and one of us. It made me realize that in everything we should be thankful regardless of happiness and pain.

I left my kids just for one night and I felt how valuable they are to me. I miss my kids so much even just for one day not seeing them. When I carried them to their bed my tears just began to fall looking at them. I was so tired then but as I looked and touched the hands of my kids I was just thanking God for giving them to me. Just watching my two kids breathing and sleeping peacefully just makes me smile and say that God is watching and still there whatever I will be going through.

I was just thanking the Lord that amidst some pains he has given me persons who gave me strength to go on. My kids have always been my inspiration to stand up again and move on to life. My parents, relatives and friends that have always given me comfort and love. Friends even on the net  Beanizer,  Didz, Sudheera, Estaphanie, Ms.Jolly, Ms.Jill, Balqis, Dai Ning
Li, Ravali, Gracey, Lance, Kukuru, Tryant, Nandita, Maya, kuya Jec, Shinori who have given me a reason to smile.

God gave me a “quiet angel” who has accepted me of who I am. I am perfect like what my “quiet angel” says but I am not. I often cry a lot. I have also things in life that needs more growth to be able to mature more. I am just me a simple person just wishing to have true happiness and be loved of who I am. I am just me who will give you my love, time, my everything, my all even my life for you to feel special and loved.As time passes by whatever happens I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.

This is not farewell but: To all of the people who have loved me Thank You For all of you who have given me care and love. Thank You for letting me be a part of your life. Thank you for accepting my weaknesses and for making me smile. I won’t forget you and I will always be thankful for once in my life God gave me persons who have lifted my spirit in their own simple ways. THANK YOU SO MUCH…to my quiet angel and to all of my friends on Bloggers this song is for you

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Life is a Constant Change...Move On

Yesterday I was cooking a simple hot cake for my kids. As I was placing the ingredients I remembered myself when I was in College my Mom would love me to bake a chocolate mayonnaise cake when there are special occasions on their friends home.

But before having a delicious chocolate cake you would need flour, baking powder, mayonnaise, eggs, baking soda etc. Eaten individually, each is distasteful and bitter. But when baked together these ingredients becomes into a delicious cake.

The past years have given me too much pain that I can’t sometimes imagine and asked God why. But now moving on to this new year like making a simple cake it made me realize that in everything no matter how distasteful and unpleasant those experiences are God will blend them together for good.

Every pain or problem is a character building opportunity. In every trouble it produces patience. And patience produces character. Our circumstances in life are temporary it just comes and go, but your character will last forever.

In every trial I learned to stand up not only for my kids but for myself as well. Going through tough times gave me the strength to look at it as a learning process. Everything that has been going on in my life now is just a part of my growth to maturity. In everything even how hard and painful it is it has it’s own purpose.

Now that another new year has started it is also a time of letting go of those pains and smiling and embracing for the new changes and better beginnings in my life.I am ready to accept those changes it is time to move on...


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