All of us have our own dreams and wishes in life..Often times we have fears for our future and sometimes worrying what the future holds makes our lives more complicated.
As a person I could say I have always been hoping for my dreams to come true, I have many plans for my future..But because of the struggles that I have been through I have learned that having those fears and worrying won’t do anything. I have always searched for the answers to my many questions; I have been struggling of forcing my prayers to be answered on my own time..I have always focused on my future and the future of my kids..
Being a single mom is never easy..I never expected that this would ever happen in my life..I have never dreamed about this..It just came unexpectedly..Being hurt and trampled upon by people was never on my plan..But what will I do?..Will I just sit here and cry and cry and worry?..NO..It will just make my life worst and more confusing..
The best thing to do is to face the problem..Stand up and move on..Worrying won’t do anything..It will only cause confusion and doubt..Sometimes we just have to learn to believe and step out with faith..Look up..God is there and He will fulfill His promises..
Forget the past..stop digging those past hurts again..Let go of those fears and Hold on of what I have now. I have always focused on what the future may bring..On my dreams..
But now I think it is time for me to slow down and breathe.
I am not saying this because I stopped on hoping..and I got tired of waiting ..NO..the reason is I want to focus more of what I have now and Be Happy of whom I am with me now..My dreams are just there and it will come..
I have wished to have a simple house with a wide lawn..But what I wanted is not just a house..
But a Home..With my family having our true happiness together..
But what I really wanted was someone to take care of me and my kids..A true partner in life and not just a companion..Someone who will truly love and be there no matter what life may bring..To be my strength and someone who will stand up beside me..For richer or for poorer..for better or for worst..till death do us part..Not just mere words but fulfilling every word into action.
I am Secured that God will answer my prayers and will give the desires of my heart..Some of my dreams may come true..some may not..I don't know where will the future lead us..I don't know until when will my life be..But I know He will give the best for us..
What is more important for me now is to cherish every moment with my love ones..To give love and be there for them..They need more of my time and love now..To make each day happy with them..To live each day with CONTENTMENT..