**It's Time to Get Moving..

Bloom to wherever we are planted..

I was walking on my uncle’s farm one day when I came to a place full of weeds. Everywhere I looked where full of weeds and small rocks. But when I walked a little more I saw one beautiful little flower amidst of those weeds. It was so beautiful and it became distinct and amazingly pretty. Even with those weeds and rocky grounds the little flower managed to bloom.

 

We might have painful experiences in our lives but these should not stop us from giving love and compassion to other people.

We may have plans that have not been what we expected to be but that won’t give us a reason to try again and make a difference.

There are times when we feel choked up with our problems but our life should not stop there. Let us learn to stop wallowing get up and bloom again.

We can’t change the traffic and day-to-day disturbances but it is our choice to still start our day with a smile.

There are times when we get pressured in our work and we are surrounded with lots of reports and people in our office that irritate us. Let us learn to still work with excellence and be significant.

There have been people who won’t believe, abused and misjudge me. Such that it gave me thinking that I am inferior in everything. It is time to look up to them and say I know myself more. I have been going in circles long enough, dwelling long enough on that mountain of despair and false hopes.

 It is time for me to stop sitting down and settling for a life of mediocrity. I have tried many times but now I am determined to change my way of thinking of degrading my own self. I must and should move on, my kids needs me I should not be sitting on one corner and dwelling on those painful experiences in my life.

 Well Sie, it is time to get moving. I MUST give a chance for myself to believe and prove that I am and can be someone..

  

  I am already tired crying and being lonely..I have been crying for so long and you made me realize that I should give my life a chance to be happy and embrace the joy of living..

 We can’t make everything go on our way. But we can change our attitude. We can choose to be happy and bloom wherever we are planted.Let us all learn to keep a good attitude and learn to blossom and bear fruit to where we are now. 

Thank You My Quiet Angel..this song is for you :)

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

..Quiet Angels~

Friends are quiet angels

Who lift us to our feet
When our wings have trouble remembering how to fly
They stand by us and give us
the strength to try

 Friends are quiet angels
Who somehow make you see
The light that's in the darkness
before the dawn
All at once the journey’s not so long

But it's the laughter and the fun
Sometimes the feeling that we're one
All the tears we cry together you and I
That will keep us heart to heart
as time goes by

 

Friends are quiet angels
Who fill your life with grace
Thrilled to share your joy
when a dream comes true

 
And on this day
I'm blessed 'cause I can say
I've found a quiet angel
You're a special angel
I found a quiet angel in you

"We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other."

~~When Life Doesn't make Sense..

 Failure isn’t God’s rejection. Rather it is God’s redirection. Sometimes in takes a painful situation to change our way.

 I have been almost half of my journey in life. Almost all of it I should say was of pains from all types of people around me. Some people have put me down, others made fun of my physical appearance, some people misjudged of who I am, many people have been rude because of my failures,some have abused me and worst of all the persons whom you thought should have been there for you neglected, stepped and looked down on you.

 The truth is we all have imperfections in life and maybe I was not the one who can meet their standards. No matter how hard I try,  sometimes I always fall short of how few people expected me to be. It was really hard for me to blend in to what my parents, friends, relatives and some people of who they expected me to become.

 ..I gave my all..but to some it was never enough..

 But no matter how little I am and least significant to their lives I know and I believe in God’s eyes I am SOMEONE. With the most simple things that I do and have... God will make more out of my life in His time.

I’m convinced that even though people look down on me I know God knows me more perfectly than anyone else. God sees my heart and He knows the Real Me.

 One day, I know I will look back to what I considered to be the worst thing that happened to me. I will smile and realize that God used that time of adversity to refine me, make me stronger, and depend more on Him. 

 I am holding on to my life no matter what because I know things will change. I believe God is preparing me for more good things to come. I know He will..." He is not finish with me yet"...

kindly listen to the song..since I was a child the lyrics have always been my story thank you :)

Love you so much my quiet angel,my kids, papa and mama :)

..Awards from a Good Friend**

  I recently received awards from my blogger friend Balqis. Thank You so much for being not only my blogger friend but also someone who have inspired me to write more and look on life positively. She is one of the persons who have been a part of my journey. 

Sometimes we meet people on our virtual world that inspires and touches our lives in their own simple ways. We may not have met in person but her thoughts and comments made me smile. She is one of the few persons who gave me a reason to continue blogging. I always love going to her site and it is not only to read  her post but it has already been a daily habit for me.

 Love you my good friend Balqis and Thank you so much again :)

this song is for all of you : Thank You for being my friend *blink*
 

A part of these awards is to say a little something about myself. I have said many things about myself already but ok a little more won’t hurt hehehe..

 As a person I can say I am living on the extremes. I can be the best and the worst person you will meet. This is another side of me. I love people who are honest and true about themselves. People who are sensitive to the needs of others, a good listener and a person with a compassionate heart.

 I don't easily give my heart and trust to anyone.I always mean what I say..when I say it is forever it is forever..when I say it's over then it is over.There are three words that I always value in life- Love, Respect and Trust..

I really hate people who are pretending to be my friend but do otherwise when I'm not  looking. I hate liars, traitors, rude and insensitive people it makes me go Grrrrrrrrrrr..

I love my kids and if someone hurt them forget me because I can hate you and be rude to you for the rest of your life. But if you will love me and my kids I will love you back a hundred fold-guaranteed :) ..I can be the best lover and your best friend yes I can and I will but I can be the worst one if you force me too. 

I don’t usually go for a fight with shouts and bad words or so.. I fight silently doing things that someone would regret..to all of those who plan to be with me be careful I could be scary but I don't bite maybe hehehe..

I am a very simple person..in all my ways I am so simple..and if you want me to be a part of your life..you might as well accept me of who I am..being the "Real Me"..
 

ok passing on the awards to all of my blogger friends..I won't specifically give these awards to someone because I believe everyone of us deserves it and we are BEST in our own ways :)..you are not obliged to do anything just receiving it would make me smile ok *blink blink*..

..Someone Who~~

" Find someone who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat, someone who  will stay awake just to watch you sleep"... 


 wait for someone who kisses you as an expression of love and not lust, who wants to show you off to the world even how simple you are,  who thinks you' re just as pretty without make-up on..

Someone who feels the emptiness in you..One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who will turn to his friends and family and says, that's her... " 

Once in a lifetime you find someone special,Your lives intermingle and somehow you know.This is the beginning of all you have longed for, A love you can build on, a love that will grow.

Once in a lifetime to those who are lucky,

..10 things**

I was tagged by my friend Yam..Thank you..

so I have to answer again 10 things about myself
 

Here it is..

I love to cook food and bake for my love ones. One of the ways I show my love to them is giving my service in every way that I could.

My favorite foods are all kinds of chocos,noodles,vegetables,fruits, fish, crab and shrimps.

I love star gazing and like a child wishing upon a star that one day my prayers and dreams will come true. My ultimate dream is to have a happy and complete family.

When I feel alone I cry a lot but no matter how painful a situation is I always look for positive reasons to smile.One of them is ,writing,singing and listening to mellow music  because I make music as my escape to loneliness.

I love to be with someone who can make me smile and make me feel loved. I love to be with someone who will always hold my hand making me feel that I am secured being with him.

When I enter into a relationship I am always into commitment. I always do my best to take care of a relationship if it is worth keeping.I am so afraid to be hurt by anyone.I am strong but I become so  weak when my heart hurts because of Love.

I have lots of patience and understanding but when my kids are hurt better hide because I can really be rude and forget who you are.

Open my closet and my shirts are often color white, brown and pink. I am a simple person and I don’t usually wear make-up. A lipstick and press powder would do.

I always give my best in everything that I do. I always believe in a quote “Better do it now and do your best because it might be your last.”

Looking at the journey that I have been through I am proud to say I have never insulted anyone and I have not been selfish. I always had a heart of making people smile and feel loved most specially for those persons who deserve to be loved and taken care of.