Failure isn’t God’s rejection. Rather it is God’s redirection. Sometimes in takes a painful situation to change our way.
I have been almost half of my journey in life. Almost all of it I should say was of pains from all types of people around me. Some people have put me down, others made fun of my physical appearance, some people misjudged of who I am, many people have been rude because of my failures,some have abused me and worst of all the persons whom you thought should have been there for you neglected, stepped and looked down on you.
The truth is we all have imperfections in life and maybe I was not the one who can meet their standards. No matter how hard I try, sometimes I always fall short of how few people expected me to be. It was really hard for me to blend in to what my parents, friends, relatives and some people of who they expected me to become.
..I gave my all..but to some it was never enough..
But no matter how little I am and least significant to their lives I know and I believe in God’s eyes I am SOMEONE. With the most simple things that I do and have... God will make more out of my life in His time.
I’m convinced that even though people look down on me I know God knows me more perfectly than anyone else. God sees my heart and He knows the Real Me.
One day, I know I will look back to what I considered to be the worst thing that happened to me. I will smile and realize that God used that time of adversity to refine me, make me stronger, and depend more on Him.
I am holding on to my life no matter what because I know things will change. I believe God is preparing me for more good things to come. I know He will..." He is not finish with me yet"...
kindly listen to the song..since I was a child the lyrics have always been my story thank you :)
Love you so much my quiet angel,my kids, papa and mama :)