..Persistent *

Praying 

Forbearingly

Whispering calmly

Hidden fears crying

Her buried sufferings still unheard

Silence and flooded tears where her only armour

Enticement of giving up is strong and her soul can't be awakened anymore

She was battered, bruised, hated and harassed that made her weak 

with bitter weeds of strife and misbeliefs of agonizing defeat

Yet her enduring faith won't fail though forced down by her ruthless foes

She still stands despite her tormenting earthly woes

Heavy troubles made her whole

Unveiling  purest soul

The beauty

Inside

Her

 ~♥Sie♥~

Special Thanks to: Princess Fiona

@ The Princess and Passions

a fibonacci poem following 

with word counts per line of: 

1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,13,8,5,3,2,1,1

“The most beautiful people I've known are those who have known trials, have known struggles, have known loss, and have found their way out of the depths.”

― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

― Haruki Murakami

Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage
To look past the light
To see the break of dawn

I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little
Cry a little, live a little more

I just wanna face the day
Forget about the walls of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I’ll breathe again

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**Through My Eyes..double acrostic poem

Music dances with the beat of our hearts

Yearning for the immortal notes of love

Evolving through this melody of twists and sway

You and I have found harmony to thrive

Endless steps and fearless swings made us stay

Seeing through my eyes, our dance of love on it's lifetime rhythm

“Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.”

 ~♥Sie♥~

Written for: Quiet Angel Beany @ Beanizersinstincts

Special thanks to:

Sui generis writer @imaginative spiral

~~double acrostic poem~~

**The 'double' part comes into play 

when the first letter of each line contains

the last letters with the same word..it can be
with same form or backwards.**
..this my first try so it is short uhuhu..

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..Conquering all fears ~cinquain poem~

 

♥

True love

Conquering all

Fighting, withstanding tall

Saving ruined, broken hearts from

  a fall

Guiding on every partners need

Trusting a lovers creed

 Gentle and kind

in deed
♥

Special Thanks to: Princess Fiona

@ The Princess and Passions

a Butterfly cinquain poem following with syllable 

counts per line of: 2,4,6,8,2,8,6,4,2 

Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility. It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it
completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down.

Though weary, it is not tired: though pressed it is not straightened; though alarmed, it
is not confounded; but as a living flame it forces itself upwards and securely passes
through all ~Kempis~

Love ♥ Love ♥ Love

**I am leaving..

Hello friends..I am so sorry if I haven't commented on your sites lately..I have some personal things to attend to..I have to seek and find my real self..I just couldn't go away and leave you without even a single note..I will miss you all but this time I have to leave my virtual world for awhile..I have to spend some time with myself and focus on my real world..I have to find my inner peace..I love you and I will miss you all..I'll be back I promise..but for now I want to be alone and have silence..thank you so much for always being there..this is a hard part for me leaving you all and I am crying..I have plans to send you letters but I can't..I am crying now because I will miss you all..

I'll be back..my spirit is broken right now and I don't think I can handle it..there are some things happening in my real world..and I can't focus on blogger..thank you for understanding..I'll be back..thank you so much for all your love ;)

**Stronger..

Ever

Burdened

Deeply determined

Encumbrance of despair

Needless pain heavy to bear

Though wounded she still hopes for victory to come

A woman's heart turned to a warrior through trials she learned to overcome

People constantly pulled her down, trampled helplessly and slashed her 

 grieving pure soul, angrily choked her with poisons of deceitful lies

Oftentimes physically cast down but her robust courage speaks through her militant eyes

From thorny paths with unwavering faith still standing

Fighting for love endlessly unyielding

Holding on zealously

Loving him

Faithfully

Only

 ~♥Sie♥~

..please don't copy my poems...

This Fibonacci is for: Quiet angel Beany @ Beanizer's Instincts

Special thanks too: Princess Fiona @ Princess Passions
Image sources:blingee and photobucket.com

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be…If it is really worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for."

 ~this song really made me cry~

You'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the beginning to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing that unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall

♥No matter what happens I will fight for our love ♥ 

 

~Prayer * A Cinquain Challenge *.

Prayers

Silent whispers

Ascending to heaven

Strings of hope to my vale of fears

and tears

Special Thanks to:

Princess Fiona @ The Princess Passions

..a Cinquain poem following with syllable counts

per line of: 2,4,6,8,2..

Pray on, then, child of God, pray on; This is your duty and your task.

To God the answering belongs; Yours is the simpler part ~ to ask.

-Chisholm- 

 

You have forgiven me
too many times it seems
I feel I'm not what you might call
a worthy Christian after all
And though I love you so temptations
finds it's way to me

Teach me to trust in You
with all of my heart
to lean not on my own understanding
coz' I just forget
You won't give me what we can't bear
Take me out of the dark My Lord
I don't want to be there

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* My first Haiku poem~

Hearts bloom by the sea

so does with her soul sinking

deeply into thee 

~♥Sie♥~

 

“Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you.”

I cannot live out on my own
And just forget the love you've always shown
And accept the fate of my condition
Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

♥ Say you'll never go away ♥

This is my first attempt to write a haiku poem..I was inspired to try and write one..you can check more haiku poems on my friends site.

Queen of Haiku poems Balqis @Part and Parcel of Life ~ and  

Queen of Poems and our Mentor Princess Fiona @ The Princess Passions..  

Thank you so much for being our Inspiration..I hope you enjoyed it☺

 

 

♥ Answered Prayer.. A Journey to my Home ♥

  It takes hands to build a house, but only hearts can build a home

 When I was young I always prayed for a happy home. I am an only child but I never enjoyed my childhood years. My family had financial problems then and I became the shock absorber of every problem that my Mom had. I was bitten with no cause; everyday I went to school with slashes on my body and tears that I always hide from every person that I meet. I had bitterness and it took years before my emotional hurts where healed. I had experienced pain from what I have called to be our home.

 Such that when my teachers would always ask. What are your dreams for your future? My answer would always be. I don’t dream for riches and power in life what I only want is to have a happy family of my own.

Years had gone by and I had a chance to have my own home. But the home that I hoped for was broken and my dream was shattered to pieces. My kids and I were physically and emotionally abused by someone whom we believed should have taken care of us. 

 

 As a mom it is an incomparable pain to see your kids being hurt by someone and as a child being abused before it gave me unbearable  pain.

 Now, my dream of having a happy home adds up of having a complete home..Sometimes I often ask myself when and will my dreams be fulfilled?

 I have heart failures and everyday I pray that God will give me another day. Another day to hope that there will be a brighter future ahead of us. Another day to make a person smile and feel loved. Another day to be with my kids and my quiet angel making them feel loved and special.Another chance to build my new home.

 I filed an annulment and Finally  it is now approved by our courts. I feel happy and renewed, it did not only gave us freedom but it brought  justice to every kid,mother and woman that there would never be a right reason for hurting anyone specially your family..

  Every single day for me is very important because we don’t know until when will our life be. I learned to cherish every moment that I have with my kids and my quiet angel.

Each of us has our own story to tell. Each of us has our own journey to take. And each of us has our own destiny to make. We can’t escape every circumstance that comes in our lives. We can’t expect everything to go on our way.

 But one truth will always remain..ourselves..Are we going to stop and give-up or are we willing to move on and take one-step further?

For me, I have decided to hold on. To stay. And to move on. I know it is still a long journey but deep inside me says. Move on for I hope and pray that one day I would see my kids saying thank you mom for being the best mom. I would see even my grandchildren.

  I would have my husband to be beside me and..

  our kids moving on to the journey

 ...of what I call..Our Home...

God will give the desires of our hearts..one answered prayer at a time ♥♥♥

forward always forward I'll go..what a Journey It Has Been :)

( My Friends..PLEASE watch the video)

To my parents thank you for supporting me financially on my annulment . To all of my friends who have prayed thank you so much for your kind words and for having time to include me in your prayers..I really appreciate it thank you so much ;)