When I was young I always prayed for a happy home. I am an only child but I never enjoyed my childhood years. My family had financial problems then and I became the shock absorber of every problem that my Mom had. I was bitten with no cause; everyday I went to school with slashes on my body and tears that I always hide from every person that I meet. I had bitterness and it took years before my emotional hurts where healed. I had experienced pain from what I have called to be our home.
Such that when my teachers would always ask. What are your dreams for your future? My answer would always be. I don’t dream for riches and power in life what I only want is to have a happy family of my own.
Years had gone by and I had a chance to have my own home. But the home that I hoped for was broken and my dream was shattered to pieces. My kids and I were physically and emotionally abused by someone whom we believed should have taken care of us.
As a mom it is an incomparable pain to see your kids being hurt by someone and as a child being abused before it gave me unbearable pain.
I have heart failures and everyday I pray that God will give me another day. Another day to hope that there will be a brighter future ahead of us. Another day to make a person smile and feel loved. Another day to be with my kids and my quiet angel making them feel loved and special.Another chance to build my new home.
I filed an annulment and Finally it is now approved by our courts. I feel happy and renewed, it did not only gave us freedom but it brought justice to every kid,mother and woman that there would never be a right reason for hurting anyone specially your family..
Every single day for me is very important because we don’t know until when will our life be. I learned to cherish every moment that I have with my kids and my quiet angel.
Each of us has our own story to tell. Each of us has our own journey to take. And each of us has our own destiny to make. We can’t escape every circumstance that comes in our lives. We can’t expect everything to go on our way.
But one truth will always remain..ourselves..Are we going to stop and give-up or are we willing to move on and take one-step further?
For me, I have decided to hold on. To stay. And to move on. I know it is still a long journey but deep inside me says. Move on for I hope and pray that one day I would see my kids saying thank you mom for being the best mom. I would see even my grandchildren.
God will give the desires of our hearts..one answered prayer at a time ♥♥♥
forward always forward I'll go..what a Journey It Has Been :)
( My Friends..PLEASE watch the video)
To my parents thank you for supporting me financially on my annulment . To all of my friends who have prayed thank you so much for your kind words and for having time to include me in your prayers..I really appreciate it thank you so much ;)